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bank accounts suck. bills suck. having a bill drawn out of your bank account that isn't yours REALLY REALLY sucks. i'm so frustrated. i don't know why it's bothering me so bad. maybe cause we don't have answers right now. we have to wait till tomorrow to really find out if someone is stealing our money or not. and because of this i couldn't buy my art supplies today, because i put a temporary hold on my bank account. so i won't be able to do anything in class tomorrow. i might as well skip.. blahhhlkiodjfkdjsafij afbsf ji fjdbfi i seriously want to scream. but that would seem a little awkward right now.

i like to type but i don't really know what to say. nobody understands me except for married people and younger people, like teenagers. also older people who have been married at one point or another. but besides that -- yeah most people don't understand the new life that comes with marriage. that is really frustrating. when you are constantly blamed or made to feel like you are not allowed to live your married life because your being held down to your old life and expectations are held for who you used to be. blakdjfkdjfkdfbdjka

maybe this doesn't make sense. it makes sense to me.. i wish everyone was on my level. i like to write and type -- i already said that before. i could type forever seriously.. which is why i need a job. where i can type. then i wouldn't feel like such a bum. please find me a job?

could i complain anymore? God is GREAT to me.
1. i have lived for free since i got married
2. i married the most amazing guy in the entire world
3. i have such good friends in my new home already
4. my new church has reached out to me with open arms & loving hearts
5. i have a pretty dang good family

i should stop complaining and count my blessings more... i should get off the computer and go read my Bible. i want to study esther again. she was such an awesome woman. i pray that God can use me like he used her. i pray that my life here has purpose & that i use the abilities God has enabled me with to serve that purpose

i love achaya .. if i could adopt her i would in the blink of an eye. in all seriousness

Hold me fast, let me stand..

in the hollow of thy hand. Keep me safe, till the storm passes by..."

Well.. I've survived my first hurricane! The picture to the left is the glass from our shattered window -- about the worst of the damage we sustained so praise GOD for that! I really thought that we weren't going to have a home to return to but HE really provided. Especially considering the homes around us -- one has the walls torn open and insulation showing through, the one to the right of us had part of it's roof ripped up, and others down the road had damage from trees falling to being completely demolished. So all praise goes to HIM for what HE has done for us.

Besides hurricane news, not much is going on my life. My school is closed "until further notice" and our power is still out. So we are currently staying at my in-law's house... which isn't bad, I just miss having a home of our own. I'm not big on blogging. I have to get a more interesting life.

"go blog!!!"

hi lacey.

"married life"

i really am not sure how to blog, because i feel dumb writing things. i feel especially mad at myself today, because i've seen other peoples blogs and they post pictures as they update loved ones on their lives and this morning before leaving to watch achaya cheer at a football game, i saw my camera's USB cord in my purse and took it out, thinking i don't need this. well, now i'm at the church (my only internet outlet for the time being) and thinking i would love to upload the pics that me and mac took last night and that i took this morning so i could show you as i update you on my life.. guess i can just do that later!

my first week of married life is over - it was a very interesting week. we had our first houseguests stay with us on sunday and monday night and that was a whole lot of fun for us.. the rest of the week i have just been spending my time at the church with mccauley or at home reading or watching arrested development (our new favorite on dvd tv show) i REALLY need to find a job... monday afternoon is dedicated to that. i emailed my resume to FIVE places online, but have heard nothing back.

the people at friendswood are REALLY great to me, but it is really different from calvary. i miss everyone pretty bad -- and am so excited to see them next weekend!

besides that, there's not much to update on. we went to achaya's football game today and she was so cute it made me yearn for motherhood.. but don't worry, i still faithfully take birth control at 11:30 every night.

here comes the bride..

getting married..

TODAY!